Being a new momma

Koston turns a month old this week. It is crazy to think that a month ago Chris and I were waiting to meet him. We have enjoyed every minute with him. For myself this has been a new experience for me. Some things I excepted like no sleep, late night feeding, being emotional, not taking 2 showers a day( I love to be clean), no time to get ready and etc. But the one thing I didn't see coming is having extreme paranoia. I hate leaving him, fear something will happen to him or that I'm doing this all wrong. My hubs, mom and good friend Sara have been there while I cry about it. My friend Sara did a blog posted about paranoia as a first time mom and used this bible verse.
"When I am afraid, I will trust in you.
In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid."
-Psalm 56:4
Being a new momma is a wonderful gift and I'm loving every minute. I look forward to all the new adventures I get to experience with Koston. He is my little miracle and just can't imagine him not being here.